Will I Ever See This Empathic Ability as a Gift

It hurts.  Especially when you are not that strong when it comes to pain and distress and worry, it makes it even worse when you don't know how to recognize others emotions as your own.  It's a very frightening feeling, when you are confused and you have no memory of what took place and feel feelings you've never felt before.  I have to get the negativity out of my life...I would appreciate some life lessons in fun and happiness, so I can spread the love!  This blog will help me to remember things and help with the ability to be happy.

My First Time

I have no problem talking, to basically anyone, anywhere.  So why I'm having a problem expressing myself this way...I'm not sure.  This blog is for me, so I can get to know the person I used to be, the person I am and the person I'm becoming.  Am I still not really ready for that?  I wish you could skip steps in this life but you just can't.  I've been on the same road, in the same place for far too long.  I think I'm going to discover some pretty amazing things, on this Boulevard of Dreams.  Welcome to my adventure!