Will I Ever See This Empathic Ability as a Gift

It hurts.  Especially when you are not that strong when it comes to pain and distress and worry, it makes it even worse when you don't know how to recognize others emotions as your own.  It's a very frightening feeling, when you are confused and you have no memory of what took place and feel feelings you've never felt before.  I have to get the negativity out of my life...I would appreciate some life lessons in fun and happiness, so I can spread the love!  This blog will help me to remember things and help with the ability to be happy.